Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

05. Kara Joson

04. Anri Yamashiro

03. Andreia Fajardo/Love Koizumi

02. Karen Aquino

01. Sophia Blair Aquino Ignacio / Mic (sometimes but not all the time.)

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

06. Non-stop fighting with Mic. That lead to a bad break up.

05. Ruining My Friendship with Karen J.

04. Never suspected that Mic dated a friend of mine. (I seriously feel stupid about that.)

03. Cut my hair while I was pregnant. WORST DECISION EVER MADE.

02. Didn't maintain my body's flexibility. Every inch of my body quakes once or twice a day.

01. Didn't save up my birthday/christmas money. :))

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

07. Sophia. On how fast she's growing up.

06. How to earn some extra caaaaash.

05. When will Claud and I get our Hula. :))

04. I Need To Save Up.

03. What's a good Business to embark.

02. Mic is so (insert any adjective.)

01. I can't believe he did that!? He's such a Snob.... Not Mic ;) :))

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

08. Be Charming.

07. Be Sweet.

06. Sincere.

05. Easy to Talk to.

04. Don't make me wait and run after you. I look pretty desperate and I don't like that.

03. Accept the fact that I'm a mom and I have a loving little daughter.

02. Love me for who I am.

01. Say what you mean. Have actions to back it up.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

09. The combination of Blood and Needles make my whole body weak to its core. I hate seeing this.

08. I'm prone to have eye problems. So contact lenses are out of the question for me.

07. I like to read Robert Kiyosaki Books. They're the only books that take me a really long time to read because you can't do an all nighter for it.

06. I like to dance. I wish I can do the splits again.

05. I'm an emotional person. When I get mad, I get mad. I don't think things through. When I'm sad, I'm sad. I'm all emo. That's just who I am.

04. I only consider a few people my good friends. I hate people who disrespect my friendship. You get cut out of my life once I find out. No questions asked.

03. I used to write journals when I was younger. It was usually about a boy but still I like re-reading it. It makes me laugh.

02. I'm a confused kid. I honestly don't know what's going to happen to me in the next year.

01. But I love being a mom and I'm really proud that Sophia's my baby. She's my everything.

Have you ever like hoped that the guy you like will drive by while you're walking and stops and give you a ride??

:)) that happened to me but very opposite the least person I expected to stop his car did and gave me a ride home. :))


Classic.

10 Day Challenge

Day One: Ten Things You Want To Say To Ten Different People Right Now.

Person 1: Sophia! I love you! I can't wait til you get older and we can spend our time shopping for your school clothes! I love spending time with you, and sorry if I'm always tired. I'm really happy I'm your mom and I'm so proud of your little accomplishments. Your dad and I are so happy we have you in our lives. And I love it when You kiss me! I love hugging you dear! I'm so happy I have you.

Person 2: Darling! Where are you?! :)) I love you! Thank you for always being there for me! Hope to see you this week! REMEMBER TO TEXT ME OKAY!? Sophia's turning 2! BE THERE YOU'RE HER GODMOTHER! TEXT ME ANYTIME YOU WANT. YOU KNOW I'LL REPLY BACK!

Person 3: Claudine! :)) I'm so happy we're friends and same with Carms! HAHAHA. After the things we went through stalking one another! AWWW. I'm always here for you! :) Don't worry when those haters come back again, I'm gonna kick their butts :)) They should be careful :))

Person 4: Anri! I'm sorry if I always text you that I'm coming over your house and it never happens. hahahaha. I hope we get to spend more time again. :) And I can't wait for your stories :D

BIANCA! I MISS YOU AND I HATE THAT WE DON'T TALK THAT MUCH ANYMORE! I MISS YOU! AND I REALLY WISH YOU COME BACK AND VISIT:(

Person 5: Karen! kapatid! Hi. How's things with you? I love you! and update me okay? :)) Eh, I can't say the things that I wanna say to you. :)) Let's meet soon okay? Good luck with your studies next sem. :D And keep up with the work out!!!

Person 6: Andreia! Thank you for always dropping by work :D and share some mother insights with me. :) Thank you for everything I swear, you helped alot to keep my true friends close and cut the people who I thought were my friends but weren't at all. :) Thank you for always reminding me not to stoop to anyone's level of maturity :)) hahahaha! Hope Mika and Sophia can have a play date before Mika goes to school :P

Person 7: Jenny! Aw thank you for your loving texts when I really needed them the most! Omg you are such a sweetheart I swear I love you! And I want us to hang out more! :( Soon! please! :(

Person 8: Ayen/Pia/Lara/Brix/Anna! haha Yeah I placed you guys in one because whenever I see you guys it's alway one with the other! :)) I love you guys! Pia sorry I wasn't able to go to your shoot. Hope you're not mad :(

Person 9: Hey Love :)) hahahaha! Thank you for being a friend to me :) I miss you and don't hesitate to talk to me about an ything and I won't ask for any more blind dates from you! :))

Lesson Learned!

Person 10: To that guy I like? ... Hey. :)

Sophia's almost turning 2 years old. And I was spending a quick morning with her yesterday. I opened up a bag of junkfood for her to eat that way she won't run around too much. We sat on the couch and I told her to sit next to me. Once the bag was open, Sophia stood up and sat on my lap. And that really touched me. It's her way of being close to me and I love her for that. While we were eating I was telling her some stories. And she would react as if she understood what I was saying. That's what I LOVE ABOUT THAT KID, I can tell her anything and she'll talk to me back even if I don't understand a word she said. Lol.

I hope when she does get older I can get to have moments like that with her and haha be like sisters telling eachother secrets.

I seriously feel like a loser. The guy I like makes me feel so silly and so childish. I feel like I have to impress him when Obviously I don't have to. But he's so charming and I hate that that gets to me. Why!? I feel so ridiculous. It's just a guy, right!?

and like he's the type of crush that you know... you see him and like you start acting like a nerd and idk. i would usually make a fool out of myself.


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day 3. a photo that makes you happy

I can't believe she's growing up so fast now :(

day 2. a photo of yourself a year ago LATE POST

short hair... that' s something i can never ever pull...

day 1. your facebook profile photo

(Someone thought this was Sophia's photo. Which made me laugh cos Sophia's much whiter than I am :)) )

FROM LAST SATURDAY ; AUGUST 14TH. :) PIA HAD A PHOTO SHOOT FOR HER CLASS.
We were stranded in Taft for like... 3 hours? :))

The first and second photos are of Me :)) I looked like a boy :|
The third and fourth photos are of Sophia and I. Yes, I can stay in Sophia's crib and it won't break. I guess that's the advantage of me being small. I love the last shot... Sophia and I swimming. Sophia LOOOOOOVES WATER.

Dear Boy,

You have been such a sweetheart, waiting for me and staying up late every night just to talk to me. No guy has ever done that to me. All the things you’ve said for the past few days, they might sound ‘ridiculous’, but to me they aren’t. They are the most heart melting things any guy could say to a girl. My heart did melt… And I couldn’t stop smiling everytime I re-read the things you said.

I know it all feels like a fantasy. The last time we saw each other, you had braces and well.. I was awkward. lol. But still. You have always been there. Sometimes I’d hear from you and then there are times you’d be gone. But ANYWAY. What I’m trying to say is, give me a few more years and I’ll be back. I promise. I know I’ve been saying that for the last 7 to 8 years. And I didn’t know it was a big deal to you that I never came back…

I wish I could have a guy like you right now, right here. You have done so many little things to me that I can’t forget. And I swear whenever I do think about it, I feel like a little girl who just talked to her crush… haha. I know it’s so weird.

Just give me a few more years. I’ll be back soon. :) Don’t change, stay sweet and always smile… I like it when you smile.

I don’t know what is it about you… You always make me fall in love with you… and it doesn’t get old…

I love talking to Bianca! We're like in sync even if we're like miles and timezones away from eachother!!! I can't help it Bianca! I love you so so much!!!!

This week has been a roller coaster of crazy moments. My patience has been truly tested. Some days I would win, then just like last night, I lost my cool.

I have so much to say. But let me just say this first... I AM OFFICIALLY GOING TO READ RETIRE YOUNG, RETIRE RICH BY ROBERT KIYOSAKI. YAAAAAAAY. Mark's kind enough to let me borrow it.

We swapped books. I let him borrow my Why we want you to be rich book and he let me borrow his Retire young retire rich book. :))

I asked Anri to join me tonight for a night stroll... yeah walking. I can't jog anymore. I have no respiratory strength to do that just yet. I wanna get back in shape. Once my body is used to being in tone again. I'm planning to take up dance again. Yes watching Step Up 3D on YouTube has taken a big toll on me. I love to dance. I bet we all know someone who wants and/or can dance. But since we're all growing up, we've given up the effort to make time to enjoy this passion.

I wanna be able to do moves again. My first target right now is to stretch again. Then re-learn to do the spilts. Then the Cartwheels. And then the dance itself. Taking it one at a time though. With work and stuff. I need some rest right ? :))

"No matter how bad we think of our own problems, someone will always be in worse circumstances. That's why it pays to always count our blessings."

- Chet Espino

I sometimes wish I could change all the mistakes that I created and made. I hate that I'm turning into someone that's like a monster. I just want things back to the way they were.